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[19 Dec 2005|11:18pm] |
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I haven't updated in a long time. Santa Switch was so much fun. Robert, Shawn, Meghan, & I all went to Texas Roadhouse before and had dinner. That was perfect. Then we had an hour to spare so we went to the mall, haha. It was so cold that night. Then we went to the dance. The dance was fun. I love Santa Switch dances and I can't wait to go to Prom. We got pictures from the house & we got our picture done there. They're pretty good.
Christmas is coming up. This month has been going by so fast. His mom got me a whole bunch of bath stuff & a pink blanket. I love it. And, I got her some pink fuzzy house socks & a cute ornament. Oh, she got me an ornament too, lol. And, I got Robert seat covers and a air freshner. I'm really low on money this year. So, I can't get much. I'm not sure what i'm gonna get my parents. I'm probably gonna get my mom a Panera Bread certifigate & I don't know about my dad yet. If I have a little bit of extra money ... I may get Robert a stocking and put his name on it & put a whole bunch of candy in it & stuff. And, my bunny Noah ... I think my moms gonna lend me some money for his present, lol. I love that bunny so much.
Were taking finals in school. I think i'm gonna do good on them. But, who knows? And, i'm thinking about getting my hair cut soon & redoing my highlights.
Anyway, I don't think much has happend since I last updated. But, i'll write in here later.
Love Always,
Holly
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[04 Dec 2005|01:34am] |
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I haven't updated since Monday. So, I have to update for Tuesday and so on. This week went by fast. I don't really remember exactly what happend. I was excited most of the week because of Roberts birthday. On Wednesday, I went to China Village. That place is so good. And, on Thursday ... I met Roberts brother for the 2nd time. He's really nice. They came over & we hung out here. Then we went to his other brothers house. And, we ordered pizza and talked. Then Robert came back home with me & we ended up falling asleep, lol. So, he left really late. Then on Friday, we went to school. It was okay. Then we came back home & he opened his present from me. Then my mom came home & she bought him a present. That was so nice of her. Then we went to Hacienda. I had a plan to tell the waiter/waitress that it was his birthday. So, I ordered my food & I held the menu up & pointed to the "birthday cake" on the menu but she didn't see. So, I told Robert I had to go to the bathroom. I went & told her. Then we got our food. And, I was telling him I had a suprise for him. And, he was all curious and I was like it could be here, at the house, or wherever. And, I got him thinking. Then after our food, the waitress was behind him and was moving her lips asking if she should bring it out. And, I was like nodding, lol. Then everybody started clapping and came to our table and sang. Then they put a mexican hat on Robert (I don't know what they're called)...and they put the cake on our table. Robert looked embaressed, lol. After that, he said he was really happy & thanked me. And, we were so full and I was so relieved that he didn't find out. It's so hard keeping a secret from him. I was nervous the whole time. Then we came back home and we brought home the cake because we only had 2 peices from it. And, the cake is so good. Anyway, we went to Premire & rented a movie. And, we watched it. Then we ended up falling asleep. Then he left.
Today I got up & got on the computer. Then I went to diffrent places with my mom. Then Robert met up with us. Then he had to eventually go to work. Then my mom & I went to looked at cursages (I can't spell them) and i'm so confused about what i'm gonna do. I have all this stress. I'm afraid about my hair. And, I haven't even ordered my cursage. Well, Robert wants to pick it out and suprise me. Santa Switch is in a week. Who knows? Anyway, I came home & had dinner. Then I got on here & then I watched tv. Then I took a shower. Then Robert came over. Now i'm here.
Well, i'm gonna go.
Love Always,
Holly
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[28 Nov 2005|10:48pm] |
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I haven't updated since Saturday. So, I have to update for Sunday. On Sunday I got up & went to Church. Then I came back home & had lunch. Then I went to Starbucks. After that, I came home & then Robert came over. We rented a movie & watched it. Then we went to Walmart. Then we came home & ate. Then we hung out in my room & talked. Then he left & I played with Noah, talked to my mom, & watched tv. Then I came on here & then went to bed.
Today I got up & then got ready for school. I was so tired. Then I got to school. Robert & I got there earlier than usual. Then the bell rang & I went to class. In Child Development we got out egg baby so I carried that around all day. If your wondering what i'm talking about...ask someone else because I don't feel like explaining it. Then after school Robert & I payed his insurance & then he went to work. I played with Noah & then got on here. Then I took a nap & had dinner. Then I got on here. Then Robert came over after work for a few minutes & brought me a rose. I thought that was so sweet of him. Then I got on here. Now i'm here, lol. Well, everything is cool. I don't know what to talk about. Nothing new has happend.
Well, i'm gonna go.
Love Always,
Holly
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[27 Nov 2005|12:56am] |
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I haven't updated for a week. Nothing new has happend. Thursday was Thankgiving. It was okay. And on Friday, I went to Shoe Carnival with my mom & then Robert came. They were having all these prizes & money to give away. But, we didn't win anything. Anyway, on Friday night, Robert & I saw Harry Potter. I like the 1st & 2nd one better, but it was way better than the 3rd one. I got my Santa Switch dress. Santa Switch is like in 2 weeks & i'm excited. Robert & I have a lot to look forward to. His birthday is on Saturday. I got him a toaster oven, he said he wanted that & I don't know why. I don't get him sometimes, but oh well, haha. Yeah, for some of the day I went shopping with my mom. I got a coat, lol. Then Robert & I went to Kohls, Walmart, & the mall to try & find a Santa Switch outfit for him. But, it was too expensive so he's just gonna ask his mom for money. Then we came back to the house after that & I just talked in his van. It was fun. Then I came inside & played with my bunny & watched a movie on Lifetime. Lifetime movies are so good. And then I took a shower. Now i'm here.
Well, i'm gonna stay on here till my hair drys & then i'm gonna go to bed.
Love Always,
Holly
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[20 Nov 2005|10:34pm] |
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Alright. I need to update for today. I got up & then I went to Church. After that I came back home & had lunch. Then my mom & I went to some places. I got a basket to put my egg in for Child Development. We did ultra-sounds & i'm having a boy. So, I get to decorate a egg & carry around it in a basket for 3 days, lol. Anyway, thats basiclly all I did today. And, I played with Noah. And, I got on
here for awhile. I love Cosmo Girl & I need to get a membership. My mom use to get them for free from her work, but she doesn't anymore. I got the latest one today. So, i'm gonna read it after this. And i'm sad because Robert hasn't called me all day. His cousins are at his house. But, I don't think thats why because he was complaining how annoying they were last night. But, why can't he call to say goodnight?
Well, i'm gonna go.
Love Always,
Holly
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[20 Nov 2005|12:38am] |
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I haven't updated since Wednesday. So, I have to update for Thursday until now. I'm gonna try to make this entry short. Well, I forget what happend on Thursday. On Friday, I went to the dentist & got a filling, lol. And, then hung out with Robert. We looked around for a present for my mom. We ended up making it. We wood burned stuff in this board with a heart on it & carved stuff. Then we added flowers & stuff to it. She liked it. Plus, I got her m&ms. I played with Noah like at 12:00, then I fell asleep & put him in his cage & I didn't realize that it was 4:00 AM. Haha. Anyway, today I got up & then went to my neices basketball game. Then I went to Kitchen Affairs & then Fazolies. After that, I came home & hung around here. Then I went to Premire & China Village. Roberts cousins are over at his house, so his parents didn't want him to go anywhere. Well, his mom said he could come over here for a little bit. So, we watched half of the Notebook, then he had to leave. So, I finished watching it. Then I fed my bunny & got on here. I'm kinda worried about my bunny though. It's cold outside so my dad put straw in his cage & my bunny likes to chew on it & stuff. I'm afraid that he'll choke on it or something, lol.
Well, my hands hurt & my shoulder for being on here too long. I'm gonna go to bed.
Love Always,
Holly
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[16 Nov 2005|11:11pm] |
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I haven't updated since Sunday. So, I have to update for Monday. On Monday, I went to school. Then Robert & I went to diffrent places in Evansville. That's basiclly it. He bought me a charm for my braclet. It's a dog. I owe him a charm. And, then on Tuesday it was kinda crazy. I went to school. Then right when the bus bell rang, a lady in the office told me to come down for a early dismisal. And, I was like "uhh, what?", lol. So, I looked around for Robert & couldn't find him. So, I went down there & there he was. He was like "Your my early dismisal." I was like "what?", lol. Well, his mom called in the school to get his brother & him out early because of a tornado warning she was worried about & he told the office that he drives me home. So, I got out early, lol. 5 minutes early. Well, we got to my house & his mom called my cell phone so I handed it to him. My parents weren't home & she told him to bring me over. So, I got Noah just incase there was a tornado & I got his food and everything. Then I held him the way to his house & Noah was pretty freaked out, lol. We got there & we let Noah hop around in the back of his van, there was blankets & stuff back there. Roberts little brother Aaron saw it. Well, we were in his house & his mom was being paranoid because of the tornado. But, I guess it's better being safe than sorry. But, I still think people overreact to them now since what happend. I don't worry about them at all, unless they actually hit. Well, we hung around his house. Then we went up in his room & watched a movie. Then his mom told us to come downstairs & get into a closet, lol. So, Robert went outside & got Noah & we were all in a closet with his 2 brothers & his sister. We were in there for like 20 minutes. Then his brother started screaming & crying over something so Robert wanted to leave. We went back to my house, but our street was flooded & a car was stuck...so we couldn't get through. Some roads were flooded. Then we went back to his house & his brother Bobby was there. We went up to his room & talked. And, his brother Aaron is the cutest thing. Then we played video games. Haha. What kind of girlfriend plays video games with their boyfriend? Me! And, I do it because my boyfriend isn't crazy about them. We played Twisted Metal 2. =) Then I came back home & played with Noah & watched tv. Oh & I forgot the tell you on Monday night...Noah stayed inside on the fire place thing all night. It was raining & lightning so I waited till it would calm down. I kept falling asleep that night & getting back up. Finally I got up & 6:00 AM & took Noah back outside. I barley got any sleep. Then I slept till 9:00 because we got to go to school late. And, by the way...we got Starbucks that morning, haha. Anyway, thats my update for Monday & Tuesday.
Today I got up...well actually I had trouble getting out of bed. I always have those days where I wanna sleep longer & longer, but I barley have those days where I wont get out, lol. Anyway, I got to school. Nothing new happend. It just makes me mad because that school always wants some sort of a donation. And, their lunch sucks. Why would they serve unhealthy, fake, nasty food to kids at lunch? I really don't know why their chicken nuggets bounce. And, their mash potatos are watery. That's why I don't eat it. I don't even go near it. I get vending machine food. It's cheaper & healthier. =) Anyway, I came home from school. Then I watched tv. Then Robert came over & I hung out with him. We didn't go anywhere or anything. Then we looked at pictures. Then my mom & I went out to eat, rented a movie, watched it, & now i'm here.
I hate waking up early in the mornings. Robert & I our fine. Just job complications.
Well, i'm gonna stay on here a little bit longer & then i'm gonna go to bed.
Love Always,
Holly
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[13 Nov 2005|10:26pm] |
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I haven't updated since Thursday. So, I have to update for Friday. Robert & I really didn't do anything. We went to his parents house & watched the end of this silly movie with his mom, sister, & brother. Then we came back here, I think. He stayed the night at Bobbys so he didn't have to be there till 12:00. So, we talked until 12:00. Oh, I forgot...he actually fell asleep the last hour.
Anyway, on Saturday I got up & went to DPatrick downtown cause my mom was qaulified to win a 06 Mustang. So, we were down there with her & her friends. We signed in to get a number & then they gave out Hardees and coke. They played music & everyone was just talking and stuff. We were waiting for 2 hours. Then they handed us a cd with a certain number we had. We had to go in the Mustang & play the cd & it would tell us if we were the winner or not. It was out of 60 people. And, the bad news is that my mom didn't win, lol. Some young girl won & her friend seemed more excited than her. I want a Mustang. I want a car. I want money. I want a lot of things, lol. Anyway, then I hung out with Robert all day. We worked for my dad so we could get money. Then we went out to eat at Texas Roadhouse. There food is so good. We had a pretty good time there. Then we came back here. He was spending the night at Bobbys again. So, we talked & then we went to Mc. Donalds to get a coke & came back. Then we talked in his van. Then we went back inside & then he left, lol.
Today I got up & went to Church. Then I came home & got on here. Then I had lunch & worked outside with Robert. He mowed our lawn & I raked. Then we hung out in here. Then he wanted to leave to go to his brothers. So, after that I got on here. Then I had dinner & got on here again. Then I went to Schnuks. I came back & played with my bunny Noah & watched tv. Now i'm here.
I'm so tired. I hate being jealous though. I wish I was a better girlfriend. It's just i'm only 15 years old & i'm in love. It's not easy being in love, espessialy at young age. Most couples aren't at this age. That's why highschool couples don't last. They're either not in love or it's too hard for them. But, I know we can last. I just need to learn how to cope sometimes. But, I believe in us. So, we can make it. We can get through anything & I figured that out for this past year.
Love Always,
Holly
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[10 Nov 2005|11:08pm] |
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It's been awhile since I last updated. Well, I didn't think Robert was gonna get to go to my Pappaws birthday party, but he showed up suprsingly right before we were about to leave. It made me happy. He called into work. Anyway, so we went to the party. It was okay, it got kinda boring after awhile. After that, we hung out in his van. Then we decided to go to the mall. So, we went to the mall. I can't really remember what happend, lol. Anyway, then I went to bed on Saturday night. Then I remember hearing thundering & it woke me up. Then I heard the phone ring so I answered & it was my brother Nick telling me that there was going to be a tornado. So, I got out of bed & tried turning on the lights but the power was out. I went into the hallway & I thought my mom was sleeping in the living room so I said "Mom?"...and it turns out it was my dad. My dad was half asleep so he was like "What do you need?"...I told him about Nick calling saying there was going to be a tornado. He was like "Nick who?" I said my brother Nick, lol. And, he was like "Okay, theres not going to be one, it already rained." He was basiclly talking out of his head & didn't know what was going on. So, I just stood there in the living room looking out the window. I saw lightning. It was the worst lightning I have ever seen. It never stopped & it was flickering. It was like a light going out or something. Anyway, I was standing there & he eventually told me to go back to bed. I asked him about Noah & he said he'll be fine. I came in here & just watched the lightning. I can't say that I was nervous, but in a way I was kinda concerned on what was happening. I didn't know if a tornado was going to fly through my window or not. But, I eventually fell asleep. Then I heard my cell phone ring & I answered it. It was my friend Jon & he asked me if I knew what just happend. I was like "Yeah, a tornado", lol. He called to ask if I was okay & he was the only person. I wanted to call Robert up so bad to see if he was okay. But, then I went to sleep. Then really early in the morning, Robert came into my room asking to use my cell phone. He was worried about his brother. Then he left. Our power was out for a couple of hours, but it eventually came back on that day. I was watching the news all morning. Robert & I hung out. Then later that day, Robert & I took a drive around to see the damage. Anyway, that was basiclly all we did. We didn't have school on Monday. I played with Noah outside. Robert only came over for an hour. And, on Tuesday I had a good day. We didn't have school. Robert & I went to a lot of places. Then on Wednesday, we went back to school. It was pretty cool because we did nothing in our classes. I was planning on helping out today & getting out of school. But, the school only excused us for one day. It made me mad. Robert came over after school & we hung out. Then that night, my mom & I went out to eat. Today I had a bad morning & I don't want to explain it on here. It's actually nasty. So, Robert & I got to school late. Today wasn't that good. I didn't get to hang out with Robert. I only saw him for like 15 minutes. But, I had Sonic & watched "Charlie & the chocolate factory." Thats a good movie by the way. Then I took a shower & now my hair is all wet. I have to wait till it drys. I'm so tired. If I blow dry it, it gets too frizzy.
Anyway, I used my dads digital camera & took a picture of me. I put it on myspace. Also, I put one from awhile back of Robert & I. Those are horrible pictures.
Well, i'm gonna stay on here then i'm gonna go to bed.
Love Always,
Holly
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[05 Nov 2005|01:23am] |
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I haven't updated since Halloween. Hmm, i'm trying to think of what happend since then. This week has gone by fast. Well, actually nothing happend. Today Robert had to work till 10:00, so he spent the night at Bobbys. He came to my house at 10:00, we talked & stuff then went to Starbucks. Then we had a Mc. Donalds pic nic in his van & listened to Christmas music. It was so sweet. Then he left, lol. Tommrow is my pappaws birthday, lol. Anyway, I have no plans in mind what i'm gonna do this weekend actually.
I hate how I get jealous all the time though. I get jealous over the dumbest things.
I'm so tired, but my hair is all wet so I have to wait for it to dry.
Well, i'm gonna stay on here for awhile then i'm gonna go to bed.
Love Always,
Holly
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[31 Oct 2005|11:22pm] |
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I haven't updated since Thursday. In Friday, nothing really happend, I went to school & then later that night Robert & I went the the movies & watched "The Fog", it wasn't a good movie, haha. After that, we went to Starbucks. And, that night he was spending the night at Bobbys & Bobby let him stay out longer, till 12:00, I think. So, we came back here & talked. Then we both fell asleep & at 12:30 my mom woke us up. Then he left & I love my bunny Noah ... so, I went outside & fed him.
On Saturday, I forget what all I did. My mom & I went to some places & I drove. And then Robert & I went to the mall & then Starbucks. That was pretty fun. Everytime we go to the mall, we spend most of our time in the food court, lol.
Alright & on Sunday ... I went to Church & then my Mammaws & Pappaws, lol. Then my mom & I went to Walmart & Schnuks.
And then, today ... it was Halloween. It pretty much sucked though. I went to school. And then I came home & got on here. Then Robert & I went to Dominos & waited like 45 minutes for our pizza & breadsticks. Then we rented a movie. We watched half of the movie. Then we came in here. Something bad happend. Then we talked & he left. Then I got back on here. Then I played with Noah & watched tv with my mom. Now i'm here.
Well, I need a shower but it's too late now. That sucks. Were watching another movie in Child Development. It's not as good as that one we watched. But, it's also not as bad as some other movies that we watched.
Well, i'm gonna stay on here a little bit longer & then i'm gonna go to bed.
Love Always,
Holly
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[27 Oct 2005|11:42pm] |
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I haven't updated since Monday. I forget what I did on Monday. It was Fall Break though. I know that I spent it with Robert. Then I went to Texas Roadhouse for dinner. I don't really know about Tuesday. Wednesday Robert didn't feel good, so we came home & took a nap till my mom got home & then I went to the Fox & Hound with my mom. Some drunk guy came to our table & was like "Alright, I need you advice. My friends tell me this sweater is ugly. What's your opinion?" ... and my mom & I were like "Ohh, it's really hott" Lmao. Then he was like "Oh, I didn't think I had good taste in clothing" ... then he was like "Sorry for bothering you. I hope you enjoyed your dinner." That was pretty awkward. That sweater was effin ugly. Haha. Anyway, today Robert was sick so he didn't go to school. He called me in the morning say he was too sick. When a guy is "sick", they think they're the sickest person in the world, lol. He had a cold. I have colds on the time & I go to school, lol. Well, he told me that he'd pick me up after school. So, I thought I was going to have a really bad day. But, it actually went pretty good. Then after school he picked me up. He felt better & he brought me Mc. Donalds. I got him some pizza combos from the vending machine cause he loves those. Anyway, we came back to my house & watched tv & hung out. Then we went to Taco Bell & then came back again. Then my mom came home & we had dinner. Then we hung out some more & then he left. So, after that I watched tv with my mom & played with Noah. I love the actress Finola Hughes, haha. Anyway, then I took a shower now i'm here. Were watching a Lifetime movie in 1st period that Mrs. Walters taped ... it's called "Fifteen & Pregnant" ... and that movie is so good. It has Kirsten Dunst in it & she's like young, lol. So, I guess it was made awhile back.
Anyway, i'm gonna stay on here till my hair drys & then i'm gonna go to bed.
Love Always,
Holly
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[23 Oct 2005|11:18pm] |
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I forgot that I didn't update on Saturday. Well, my neice & nephew spent the night so they were over here all day on Saturday. We went to Mc. Donalds & then to Zoo. Haha. Then Robert came over. We went to the mall & Fazolies. We had a good time. Then we came back to the house & talked till he had to leave. That was basiclly my Saturday.
Love Always,
Holly
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[23 Oct 2005|11:10pm] |
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Today I got up & went to Church. After that, I came home & then went to Subway. I came back home & ate that. Then I got on here. Then I went to the mall & Walmart. Then I came back home & got on here. Then I went to Mc. Donalds to see Robert. The reason he didn't come down here is because something was wrong wth his van, but it was better when we got to Mc. Donalds. Well, I hung out with him in the car. He worked pretty much all day. He's a hard worker. I'm so proud of him. Anyway, I came back here & got back on here. Then I played with Noah & watched tv. Then I had dinner. Now i'm here.
Robert & I are doing good. Tommrow is no school because of Fall Break. Yay for Fall Break, lol. Nobodys really talking to me, lol. I guess this is just a night where nobody wants to talk to me, haha. Tommrow is one year & one month with Robert. Were not really gonna celebrate because it's no big deal. Anyway, theres not much more to talk about. He took out the tv I had in my room & gave me his because he got a new tv. This one is nicer...I may watch a movie tonight. It has a VCR in it.
Anyway, i'm gonna stay on here a little bit longer then go to bed.
Love Always,
Holly
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[21 Oct 2005|11:52pm] |
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I'm gonna make this quick cause i'm tired. Today I got & Robert came over. He spent the night at Bobbys. He didn't have to work today. Anyway, we hung out at the house for awhile. Then we went to Donute Bank & went to the Musuem. It was something diffrent to do. We had an okay time. We got rocks from the gift shop as souveners or however you spell it. Then we came back home. We hung out here some more. Then we went to Bobbys cause Robert had to get some money from Rick (Bobbys friend) for his moped helmet or whatever. Then he went to Best Buy with Shawn & I decided to just stay home. So, my mom & I went to this place to get her glasses fixed & then Sonic. After that, I came home & waited for Robert. He eventually called & then I played with Noah for a little bit. Then he came by & we hung out here some more. We had pizza & breadsticks from Dominos. Then we decided to go to the movies. We saw "The Fog" & it was okay. It's not worth spending your money for it though. Then he dropped me off. And, I hung out with my neice & nephew since they're staying the night. I played with Noah. Then I came in here & got on here. Now i'm here, haha.
Anyway, i'm so happy that we don't have to go back to school on Monday. I'm not sure what i'm gonna do tommrow though. I hope Robert works in the morning so I can see him.
Well, i'm gonna stay on here a little bit longer then go to bed.
Love Always,
Holly
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I didn't update on Wednesday. Robert & I just hung out. We went to this bread place by Best Buy. Wednesday wasn't all that great. Today I got up & got ready. Then I went to school. School was long. Then I came home & got on here. Then I went out to eat with my mom. Then I came back & played with Noah. Then Robert came over after work. We hung out for awhile. Then he left, now i'm here. No school tommrow cause of Fall Break & also no school on Monday. That's awesome. =) I hope tommrow is a good day. I have no plans. I guess i'm gonna spend time with Robert & my mom.
Well, not much to update about. I'm gonna stay on here a litte longer than i'm gonna go to bed.
Love Always,
Holly
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Hmm, I didn't update yesterday I don't think. Well, I just went to school, came home & took a nap, then ate Noble Romans, then watched tv with my mom/played with Noah, then took a shower, then came on here, lol.
Today I got up & got ready. I went to school. Nothing new happend. I kinda went crazy during 5th period. I told you that I was about ready to get Saturday school...and I did. I don't go this Saturday, but next Saturday. I have 5 tardies. Also, I have 9 demirits & if I get one more demirits...I get another Saturday school & if I get another tardy...either Saturday school or Suspension. School just started too. Well, I came home after school & watched tv. Then I took a nap & got up & got on here. Then I watched tv with my mom & we got Sonic. Then I played with Noah. Now i'm here.
I'm so happy that we have Fall Break on Friday & also on Monday. Roberts supposed to be off of work tommrow, so we might hang out together. Were okay, I guess. Relationships aren't supposed to be easy. I'm gonna get a suscription of Cosmo Girl magazines. My mom use to get them from her work, but they stopped getting them so were just going to buy a suscription so I get them every month. I love Cosmo Girl. I have a billion of them, lol. I have this stupid virus on aim, out of nowhere, whether i'm talking to my friends or away, it sends this stupid link to everyone on my buddy list. It's so annoying, it happens like once or twice a day. I also hate my OCD.
Well, i'm gonna stay on here a little bit longer then i'm gonna go to bed.
Love Always,
Holly
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[16 Oct 2005|10:49pm] |
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I haven't done a survey in awhile, so i'm gonna do one that I stole.
WRATH
1. Who did you last get angry with? Probably my parents or Robert, lol.
2. What is your weapon of choice? I don't know
3. Would you hit a member of the opposite sex? No
4. How about of the same sex? If they were hitting me.
5. Who was the last person who got really angry at you? Probavly my parents or Robert.
6. What is your pet peeve? Too many
7. Do you keep grudges, or can you let them go easily? It depends on what it is, but usually I can't, but I eventually let them go.
SLOTH
1. What is one thing you're supposed to do daily that you haven't done in a long time? I don't really have anything i'm supposed to do daily. I guess clean my room.
2. What is the latest you've ever woken up? 6:00 PM
3. Who have you been meaning to contact, but haven't? Nobody, I don't think.
4. What is the last lame excuse you made? I don't remember cause I usually don't make excuses.
5. Have you ever watched an infomercial all the way through (one of the long ones...)? What's that?
6. How many times did you hit the snooze button on your alarm clock today? I don't have a snooze button on it cause it's my cell phone. But, I always fall back asleep.
GLUTTONY
1. What is your overpriced yuppie beverage of choice? What's that?
2. Meat eaters are: Normal
3. What is the greatest amount of alcohol you've had in one sitting/outing/event? None
4. Have you ever used a professional diet company? No
5. Do you prefer sweets, salty foods, or spicy foods? I can't choose...I guess sweets.
LUST
1. How many people have you seen completely naked (not counting movies/family)? 1
2. How many people have seen YOU completly naked (not counting physicians/family)? 1
3. Have you ever caught yourself staring at the chest/crotch of a member of your gender of choice during a normal conversation? Yes
4. What is your favorite body part on a person of your gender of choice? Hair, face, hands
5. Have you ever been made a proposition by a prostitute? No
6. Have you ever had to get tested for an STD or pregnancy? No
7. Is love at first sight really lust? I don't know
GREED
1. How many credit cards do you own? None
2. What's your guilty pleasure store? I don't know
3. If you had $1 million, what would you do with it? Buy Robert a car, buy me a car, buy a house, give some to family, give some to people who really need it, spend on stuff I want, & save the rest.
4. Would you rather be rich, or famous? Rich
5. Would you accept a boring job if it meant you would make megabucks? Yes
6. Have you ever stolen anything? No
7. How many MP3s are on your hard drive? None
PRIDE
1. What is one thing that you done that you're most proud of? Volunteering at the Humane Society & doing my best with the animals.
2. What one thing have you done that your parents are most proud of? I guess my grades right now.
3. What thing would you like to accomplish in your life? Getting married, having a nice fun & good paying job, being happy, having kids, & having a nice house & car.
4. Do you get annoyed by coming in second place? No
5. Have you ever entered a contest of skill, knowing you were of much higher skill than all the other competitors? Yes
6. Have you ever cheated on something to get a higher score? No
7. What did you do today that you're proud of? I drove saftley & made sure I went the speed limit some of the time.
ENVY
1. What item (or person) of your friends would you most want to have for your own? A car that someone has
2. Who would you want to go on "trading spaces" with? I don't know
3. If you could be anyone else in the world, who would you be? Myself, but i'd like to be certain people for a day.
4. Have you ever been cheated on? Yes
5. Have you ever cheated? Yes
6. Have you ever wished you had a physical feature different from your own? Yes
7. Finally, what is your favorite deadly sin? I don't know
Alright, i'm gonna do another one.
r e l a t i o n s h i p s
1. who are your best friends?: Robert
2. do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: Yes
3. did you send this to your crush?: No
4. did your crush send this to you?: No
5. longest relationship?: 1 year
6. how many actual relationships have you been in?: I've been in lots, but real ones...just a few.
7. how many people have you kissed?: A lot
8. are you shy around your crush?: I don't have a crush
9. whos the prettest girl you have a picture of? I don't got a picture of any girls.
10. what about a guy? Robert
11. still have feelings for anyone you've been with in the past?: No
12. do you know what it feels like to be in love?: Yes
13. best moment youve had with a girlfriend: A guess times at the mall & Skate World.
14. boyfriend with the best looking car (if any): My part boyfriends? Well, none really owned a car. So, I guess Roberts.
f a s h i o n | s t u f f
1. where is your favorite place to shop: I love going to the mall, but I usually get most of my clothes from DEB & Kohls.
2. have any tattoos or piercings?: Yes
3. what is your favorite thing to wear?: Tight & short shirts & jeans
4. what is a must have accessory?: My peircings, my make up, my ring, my braclet, my necklace, earrings, cell phone, & my purse. Probably more than that too.
5. how much is the most you've ever spent on a single item of clothing?: $40.00
7. who is the most fashionable person you know?: I don't know
8. who is the least fashionable person you know?: A lot
9. do you match your belt with your hair color?: No
10. what is the worst thing you've ever thought looked good: These long earrings with diamonds & roses on them...nobody else liked them besides my mom & I, lol. And, my big pink hoop earrings. And, my white sweater that looked like an old ladys sweater, haha.
11. what are you wearing right now?: Blue sweater, purple shirt, & jeans.
12. how many pairs of shoes do you own?: A lot, but I only wear one pair.
13. what is the worst trend you see today?: Pink shirts on guys.
s p e c i f i c s
1. do you do drugs?: No
2. what kind of shampoo do you use?: Herballe Essence. Or however you spell it.
3. what are you most scared of?: Wasps, spiders, etc
4. what are you listening to right now?: The radio & I don't know what the song is called.
5. who is the last person that called you?: Kelsey
6. where do you want to get married?: A Church
7. how many buddies are online right now?: 32 all together counting me, 16 away, 2 on cell phones, and 3 of them are computers like SmarterChild.
8. what would you change about yourself?: My looks, my jealousy, my emotions, my ocd, etc.
9. what are essentials in your life?: Robert, Family, Food, Computer, Shopping, Clothes, Music, Movies, Etc.
10. if you had the power to do any one thing what would it be?: Read minds or transport to the past or future.
11. what nationality are you?: All I know is that i'm white
12. do you send out holiday cards each year?: No
h a v e | y o u | e v e r
1. given someone a bath? I don't think so
3. bungee jumped?: No
4. made yourself throw up?: No
5. skinny dipped?: No
6. made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: Yes
7. cried when someone died?: No
8. fallen for your best friend?: No
9. been rejected?: Yes
10. rejected someone?: Yes
11. used someone?: No
c u r r e n t
1. hair: Down
2. annoyed at: Thinking of waking up early tommrow & going to school
3. cold or hot: Normal
4. eating: Nothing
5. scent: Nothing
6. favorite artist: Brittany Murphy, Finola Hughes, Ashton Kutcher, Johnny Depp, Adam Sandler, Etc
7. favorite group: Nirvana
8. desktop picture: A bunny
9. book you're reading: Nothing
10. cd in player: This work out cd that my neice put in
11. dvd in player: Nothing
12. color of toenails: The normal color
13. boy toy: Take a guess
The Last . . .
Person you hugged?: Robert
Person you talked to online?: Devon
Person you kissed?: Robert
Person you called?: My mom
Person that called you?: Kelsey
Thing you ate?: Lemon Poppyseed cake thing
TV Show you watched?: I watched Home Alone 2 on tv
Thing you laughed at?: Noah
Person you laughed with?: Robert & my mom
Person you said you hated?: I don't know
Person you said you loved?: Robert
Place you went?: This bread place
Thing you bought?: Mc. Donalds
Yeah, i'm pretty annoyed after i've been thinking about this. I'm not trying to be mean & I don't want to be mean but this girl wont get the point that I don't want to hang out with her. She's a nice girl but I just don't want to hang out with her. On Friday she called & asked if we could hang out but I was like "i'm hanging out with Robert tonight, try tommrow afternoon"...so, Saturday came & she called my cell & I just ignored. She did that like 10 times while I was out. Then I came home & layed down and I just kept ignoring it. Every 2 minutes she called my cell & then the house phone. She did that contiounsly for like 3 hours. Does she have anything better to do? I know it's imature of me to just ignore it, but I don't want to tell that I don't want to hang out with her. But, it just made me more annoyed. What kind of person would do that? She called like 300 times. It feels like shes obsessed. Well, my boyfriend came over & I told him what happend. When she called, he picked it up & told her that he had my phone for the weekend. So, 2 minutes later she called the house phone & he picked it up & said that we were gonna hang out tonight. Then she finally stopped calling. Today she probably called my dad cause i'm letting my dad use my cell phone while he's in Florida. Sorry, I just had to type that.
I'm going to bed. It's almost 12:00. Six & a half hours of sleep tonight. Oh Yay!
Love Always,
Holly
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[16 Oct 2005|10:39pm] |
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Well, last time I updated was on Friday night. On Saturday, I just went to some places with my mom. Then I hung out with Robert. We went to the mall, but I did something stupid there so we had to leave. We just had a bad week. Well, Saturday night...I guess it got better when we were at my house cause we were in bed & we were laughing like crazy, haha. My dad left on Saturday night for Florida. He's gonna be there for 2 weeks cause he's gonna work down there. He's staying in a awesome hotel, it's kinda like a apartment. I worried about him driving down there all night & all morning, but he got there. So, it's just my mom & I at the house now. Today we went places. Then we tried out this bread place that we had a coupon thing for...so, we both got $10.00 for that place. It was good, it just openend. Then Robert came over for a few minutes after work. Home Alone 2 was on tv so my mom & I watched that & I played with Noah. I don't feel like going to school tommrow. Friday we don't got school & that coming Monday because of Fall Break. So, that's not too bad. Anyway, I don't know what else to talk about. Robert & I are pretty good. I love him more than ever & I wish I was with him right now.
Well, i'm gonna go to bed.
Love Always,
Holly
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[14 Oct 2005|11:01pm] |
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This was a hard week. Why are relationships so hard? I'm so tired & so happy that this week is over. I'm about ready to get Saturday School...it's coming, lol. And, I really hope I don't get it. I'm wearing a nose stud that I never wear cause it comes out easily. I lose my nose studs all the time & I have no more besides this pointless one. I'm gonna have to get some more tommrow. It sucks because it costs like $8.00 for 3 little nose studs & I always lose them. But, i'm incomplete without it. Anyway, I found my Child Development book, well actually Robert did. Atleast one thing went right this week...the last day of the week. So, tonight sucked. I went Skating with Robert, but we left an hour later because he hates skating...so, we drove around & went to the river & stuff. Our night just sucked. I don't really want to go into details. Relationships are so hard. This is just something that I really have to work at though because I want it to work. I love Robert so much. And, he doesn't realize how much it hurts when he's mad at me. Anyway, my dad is going out of town for his work & he's gonna be gone for 2 weeks. They offered to fly him, but he rather drive. I'm so worried about him. Umm what else? I don't know what i'm going to do this weekend. I hope it goes okay. Well, i'm gonna go to bed.
Love Always,
Holly
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